The Reluctant Spy Talks

   I have to forgive even the CIA.   I once was proud to be associated with them.  I did not know what the spies did whose jobs I saved, simply went against Bush who was firing them.    I should have trusted Bush more, but I was out of habit.  I surely never would have written a poem that would have adverse effects on Jeb or the burning bush business if I had realized what would come of such writing. I cannot second guess everyone with the limited knowledge I have.  I keep an open mind about the Masons, Jesuits, and others who are vilified by some people.  I am not sure who is the right side always, other than someone has to fight for the poor, the discarded...  as I once fought beside those who my own side was trying to genocide, I would again to stop crimes against humanity.  File that in the keep me informed if you want me to make decisions.  England.  There are times  I still think you should have attacked both ...

Once a man had a plan...  though his plan only worked in a fictional world, that was the world that he was taught, and not knowing any better, he tried to use to the plan on the real world, which was intentionally hidden from him. Before you can have a plan, you have to know who the players are...  before I will act in war, I have to know that Justice or Expediency requires.   I never want to conquer, control, or corral, or...   I stepped into a religious world  I did not understand and a spy world I understood even less.   I could tell I was not in control and rebelled against that.  Others had their reasons to use me, I tried to learn what I could about the world, why this could be happening yet no had even come to my door?   I asked for counsel, but that was not in the plan.  An impossible task.  Hand a caveman a turned off flashlight and see what they do with it?  My plight became everyone's and I will NOT forget or allow hist...