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I have to forgive even the CIA. I once was proud to be associated with them. I did not know what the spies did whose jobs I saved, simply went against Bush who was firing them. I should have trusted Bush more, but I was out of habit. I surely never would have written a poem that would have adverse effects on Jeb or the burning bush business if I had realized what would come of such writing.
I cannot second guess everyone with the limited knowledge I have. I keep an open mind about the Masons, Jesuits, and others who are vilified by some people. I am not sure who is the right side always, other than someone has to fight for the poor, the discarded... as I once fought beside those who my own side was trying to genocide, I would again to stop crimes against humanity. File that in the keep me informed if you want me to make decisions. England. There are times I still think you should have attacked both cities, and I hate dr who for making fun of marines, and being homophobic, in an episode I was so out of touch with that I did not realize at first this was about my people... the pirate they made me out at first, and those who followed me were.
I did not write because I wanted a war with them, but socializing BP oil, and giving their resources back to their country of origin is something that should be done. They also should still be in the Gulf of Mexico cleaning up the oil they caused to sink to the bottom, hidden yet still killing away. I did not want Japan attacked over the Dolphins. Innocent people mean a lot to me. This alone threw me every time I was suddenly made aware the life I lived of a writer was a lie, and so much more was going on around me. I would have proposed what I do now, to the extent I have the knowledge to do so...
Maybe those in the underground, and the intelligence community, know so much more than I do that my words are no danger to them.... I was world famous for a bit, perhaps now they hide my words, because they have caused deaths. That the CIA abused these people for their own purposes.... I do not understand the very beginning, and I cannot care about the past, except as a guide to the future. I cannot allow myself to hate for every scar I have from my wounds. Peace and the future of this planet make my paltry injuries to mind and body nothing. They do not stop my war of words which has left me the chaplain, the philosopher, of the few in various armies and intelligence bureaus and the underground.
I have written a bit about how tv often tells spies who live cover lives truths about the under ground. Supernatural is one of these shows, and they worked closely with me. Then everyone got pissed at me.. over things that I did, which did not have the results I expected... however, I had just been brainwashed and filled with the voice of Jesus and belief in God... such a mind ride is exhilarating and terrifying and.. I saw the show Supernatural begin to use various characters based on me, and the groups I heard about by the animal code names they had at the time... I worked with people who I do not even really know the name of their group, just that we stood for the same things... human rights, free will... but people used me as a puppet, pretended I wanted people to somehow follow my every action, etc...
The Dr. Who episode showed England winning, and pirate woman being shot dead. I was accused by Ferrell of leaving soldiers to die in a war with England, when others should have been making those decisions, with their wealth of intel, not me. Same with New York, who later, when I found out what they were up to, and what we are truly up against, I again, think, yeah, might have done it... the city evacuated over that, told they were going to flood. When I wrote about killing I meant in strategic manners, in wars fought with as much chivalry as possible, even though some claim that is a myth, I have lived this at times. Seen many others as well. Too many died for me to just say, Oh, the marines were mocked, gays were mocked, and somehow I was on their side. Or worse yet, hitler for awhile, which is not even funny, considering the guy would have had me killed. Fuck that kind of hateful mentality. I judge individuals, not stereotyping groups to get votes, stir up the hate, etc... steal the money, etc.
Last season Supernatural fought the English, and basically show Castiel, who got his trench coat from the ones I used to wear, is broken now... and it hurt me bad, I lost a lot of power, and I am hated by many who were my allies. This does not mean I do not have powerful allies, just means I have powerful enemies too... I would have it no other way at this point. However, I AM not going to let my personal hell at the hands of the CIA make me hate them all, because like so many who fought in this, I feel compassion toward you. I would not have done what you did. I do not expect anyone else to forgive you and I would never work with you again without knowing every damn thing there is to know about the mission... and then probably only with rebels who know that organization is out of control, and needs serious reforms.
This season supernatural introduced Jack, which is what I was originally called in the media, the hidden name for me everyone knew, though I am John. The Catholic put a lot of stock in me and may have been behind the initial hospitalizing of me... regardless, this time they show him as a Nephilim, and the son of Satan. I wrote about the son of Satan, and how he was good... preached about him to those who worshipped me as the Christ at the time... said he was Scott Satan, my middle name used.. and how he had killed his mother the moment he was born, to end her suffering from his father, though satan took this to mean the boy was savage and was pleased, allowing him to live.
I have Jesus go into hell in my book, to free all the souls there, give them another chance... and satan and the fallen angels fell weeping at my feet, amazed they were all forgiven.... but then Scott Satan kills his father before I can stop him. Jesus has been visiting him all his life. He is the only pure soul in hell. Their character is a lot like this, though also myself, who has been given power, and have hurt people accidently, and grieve like hell over it because this was not my intent, and I need to learn a lot more about intelligence... and I have, like this character, spent my time for the last few years proving I am not evil, no matter which side I first came from, or what they filmed me doing in the privacy of my home, where I battled the surveillance I hated with a passion, unknowing that I was just a sordid web reality show. The feeling of being sordid is what slammed me when I realized this... I knew the media could see ... what came after was a travesty all around, through this diversity, I finally began to learn the truth.... I needed criticism, not praise... I hated mostly when I would see myself mimicked on tv... always seemed some awful law, barely occurred to me these things could be real, until the sleepless nights...
There was always the reality in the tv, and the reality in my life, and the two seldom connected, and when they did, I barely understood what was happening, caught up in my own head, my senseless battle against everyone... when I think of the yelling and what not, the constant rage, the vitriolic rants... God, the hell some of you went thru working on these tv stations was given tome in two clues, once when someone asked if they could take the afternoon off... and I did not know I had say in such things and said of course.... had I known the situation I would have told them to stop doing this altogether...
I pray that period is over. I pray you will never try to make me an unholy icon again. Some will try, their hatred too engrained in their souls, written in the blood of loved ones, the names of towns slaughtered, their children drafted.
The women who fought to their death to be the spark... that though dimmed for awhile, ignited again.. and the explosions finally gave me enough light to see some of the conflict. They fought on while I pretended nothing was happening. My debt to them is blood oath. I will not allow them to have died in vain, and seemingly many others agree with me. I pray that the criminals will stay out of this, do their thing and know I want peace all around me, though I do not expect to work together. I do not know enough about how the world works to throw any stones anymore. Though I will judge behavior with my words.
They were using mass shootings, car wrecks, suicides, etc... to get messages to each other on tv... dog whistles they are called, no one without the proper context would understand what the news said was not random. Took me forever to get the codes I did, and then tv became a horror show because this was during a lot of killing. I told them why are you killing people in these mass killings, you should stage it.... and the next thing I know the net is filled with people saying they were staged. I said the staging stuff in a private meeting with intelligence. I was always trying to stop them from shedding blood, which they think nothing of. The CIA could solve a lot of problems with diplomacy that they instead use guns... or heart attacks, or like Marley, a needle in a shoe with cancer... etc... I know of various famous people who died in operations, I do not know the names of the thousands who are just listed by the cops as missing.
I hope this supernatural character is indicative of their understanding of my situation. Because I was blamed for treachery unimaginable to me. I am a faithful to a fault person... to the point I let a group live who fought under me, who I left when I figured out they were right wing racists, or against inter marriage... all that shit is prejudice, divide and conquer, and I will not be swayed from walking toward my true enemy, the oligarchy. I have made my peace with the Blacks, and I hope to God the whites, and gays, and Mexicans and Puerto Ricans and Indians and so many others who once came to me... I have no right to ask for your loyalty.... though everytime I was confronted with a horror show, I TRIED to stop it... tried to let them let me out to speak to people, to.... at least be aware this religion was there, what was going on in Denver, etc....
I feel like they have tried to destroy my ability to fight corruption. GOD KNOWS I WILL NEVER STOP TRYING TO BETTER THIS WORLD. I will never believe that can be achieved by anything less than blood, because I am pragmatic, though I hope for a peaceful, bloodless, transition. God knows I want to never see another person hurt for this mission. I want the talk of a genocide stopped, the reduction of populations thru vaccines and other methods I heard of that I will keep my loyalty oath on to protect the innocent.... None of this is necessary if we get a fund, raised not by criminals, and overseen by a counsel of trustworthy representative of the major powers. I do not care what you think at this point, we need to act together. We either leave the planet to die, or the oligarchy to genocide most and preserve it perhaps, at least a little longer -- if the greenhouse effect has started, they do not know how to stop it... or exactly what it will do, but what they do know... Lord. What a world we are entering, and most will have no safety, will be governed by corrupt dictators living brutally off the diminished populations, who will work for food and shelter in the end...
Unless we act. The underground groups are there. I would like to allow Russia and China to be partners in this movement to some degree, as well as other countries, who know the USA's Imperialistic actions must be stopped FROM WITHIN. Because if they are stopped from the outside, nuclear war will commence. I have seen the fanaticism in the eyes of the killers in control of this country, and we need to socialize, and spread the power around, while still allowing for free enterprise and millionaires. I think two hundred million dollars is enough money for a person in this world. Or less, even, if they have a conscious. When the world see's our plan working, and the citizens of the states realize the transition can be almost bloodless. They will go to work, but instead of stock brokers and over paid executives getting most of the profits, the employees, in the case of large corporations and factories and... will own the store. We will socialize banks, eliminating a zillion problems right there, forgive all debt, free schools and health care. From there we will also be seeding small businesses. This program will go world wide, and we will change our soldiers into creators, not destroyers, use our bases and immense fire power to stop wars... not start them.
We will have peace. The workers in the munitions plants will begin making solar panels, or electric cars, etc... they have plenty of money and can change their ways... without stock holders breathing down their necks.
A song came out a few years ago, against my forces, saying they wanted to rip the socialists apart by hand, and they lost their four oh one k money... and they were just taking a walk. I was pissed at the time.. but the reasoned response would have been, you are not going to need a four oh one kay when we socialize. You can keep your money, but a decent retirement will there for all. THE COMPLETE SOCIETY WILL BE TREATED EQUAL. This we have strived for, and this we will rigorously enforce. The police have been my ally in the past, and I understand now why you went off mission... and again, it took this blood to write me the message that all these fucking people were watching and I was not famous for writing, but this dam webcam. I am sorry for what you went thru, how they took your free will. I will never give away my free will, and the Golden Rule says I should never ask for yours. We might feel the same way, you might learn from me, but I am going to make mistakes, and unless those around me are thinking for themselves, they will blindly follow, rather than at, hey, I think this is a fucking mistake....
I understand fully now why they wanted me to be a Chaplain. I take that upon me now. in a way... though I also want to envision... what can be, and inspire those who once believed in something larger than themselves, a mission to actually save the world, not pick up garbage on the seaside to beautify your gentrified hood. I once wrote I am a cop, I am a soldier.... a line I heard a young child say after they filmed me, I guess everyone is kind of a cop and soldier... I meant to police yourself and all sorts of things at first. The brainwashing though took me from thinking of a peace movement to grandiosely thinking I could bring all people together and save the world... when that did not happen, I criticized the world, though if I had known the effects, again... I think of the queen of England's gold and what good could have been done with that, but that in the context I was in, the criminals would have taken control, and the people would have ended up worse off. I wish we had it now, and I resent them and BP and all that, though I also love the English people, and same with the Irish... I .... well, there should not have been a flashing bad video suddenly appearing and me going, why are you doing that? This should have been A CLUE that you should probably not include me in the decision, because I did not know what you were doing... then I was told all kinds of things, the English invaded florida to help a group, and I had no clue we were fighting them.
There are few governments that I do not have some problem with, but I identify with England, and now Scotland, as an American from afar, and always have. Ireland, too, where the IRA were big heroes of mine, though the war itself brought me great grief. When you said the green don't bounce if I had known what the fuck you were talking about .... but it does not matter. I put all this in my past, when I told you I was burning every bridge to this island where I live in isolation. I told you if you want to build a bridge, fine, I am done trying to please people... and I tried to do the right thing I just never could tell what it was....
Now I know and I am not sure how to go about this... though I think if the families and powers that be will listen to a voice that once ruled this world, for a reason that God alone explains... one man who turned down the world, and ways of the world -- money. FLAWED AS HELL, I am. But hI am a man, living the life of a man, a soul buried in flesh shaped by time and experience and intelligence and education and .... genetic factors too many to know... what I am is up to God, not man, you do not get to make me with your belief or make me disappear with your disbelief. I AM.
My visions have come true too many times now for me to discount them.... idle fantasies of being able to speak to all the worlds leaders came true.... though they had been preparing me all my life to play Christ in operation bluebeam... which, again, my book waking up jesus is about, and you can google me up.
I am heartbroken whenever I remember hearing, YOUR PEOPLE ARE AFRAID. I told them, You have nothing to fear from me. I had no idea they had a lot to fear, just not from me. I did not know I was in the center of a hurricane.... while all around me the world was being torn apart, I just sat here in the calm, occasionally looking up and seeing the damage, quickly turning away from the carnage....
I cannot second guess everyone with the limited knowledge I have. I keep an open mind about the Masons, Jesuits, and others who are vilified by some people. I am not sure who is the right side always, other than someone has to fight for the poor, the discarded... as I once fought beside those who my own side was trying to genocide, I would again to stop crimes against humanity. File that in the keep me informed if you want me to make decisions. England. There are times I still think you should have attacked both cities, and I hate dr who for making fun of marines, and being homophobic, in an episode I was so out of touch with that I did not realize at first this was about my people... the pirate they made me out at first, and those who followed me were.
I did not write because I wanted a war with them, but socializing BP oil, and giving their resources back to their country of origin is something that should be done. They also should still be in the Gulf of Mexico cleaning up the oil they caused to sink to the bottom, hidden yet still killing away. I did not want Japan attacked over the Dolphins. Innocent people mean a lot to me. This alone threw me every time I was suddenly made aware the life I lived of a writer was a lie, and so much more was going on around me. I would have proposed what I do now, to the extent I have the knowledge to do so...
Maybe those in the underground, and the intelligence community, know so much more than I do that my words are no danger to them.... I was world famous for a bit, perhaps now they hide my words, because they have caused deaths. That the CIA abused these people for their own purposes.... I do not understand the very beginning, and I cannot care about the past, except as a guide to the future. I cannot allow myself to hate for every scar I have from my wounds. Peace and the future of this planet make my paltry injuries to mind and body nothing. They do not stop my war of words which has left me the chaplain, the philosopher, of the few in various armies and intelligence bureaus and the underground.
I have written a bit about how tv often tells spies who live cover lives truths about the under ground. Supernatural is one of these shows, and they worked closely with me. Then everyone got pissed at me.. over things that I did, which did not have the results I expected... however, I had just been brainwashed and filled with the voice of Jesus and belief in God... such a mind ride is exhilarating and terrifying and.. I saw the show Supernatural begin to use various characters based on me, and the groups I heard about by the animal code names they had at the time... I worked with people who I do not even really know the name of their group, just that we stood for the same things... human rights, free will... but people used me as a puppet, pretended I wanted people to somehow follow my every action, etc...
The Dr. Who episode showed England winning, and pirate woman being shot dead. I was accused by Ferrell of leaving soldiers to die in a war with England, when others should have been making those decisions, with their wealth of intel, not me. Same with New York, who later, when I found out what they were up to, and what we are truly up against, I again, think, yeah, might have done it... the city evacuated over that, told they were going to flood. When I wrote about killing I meant in strategic manners, in wars fought with as much chivalry as possible, even though some claim that is a myth, I have lived this at times. Seen many others as well. Too many died for me to just say, Oh, the marines were mocked, gays were mocked, and somehow I was on their side. Or worse yet, hitler for awhile, which is not even funny, considering the guy would have had me killed. Fuck that kind of hateful mentality. I judge individuals, not stereotyping groups to get votes, stir up the hate, etc... steal the money, etc.
Last season Supernatural fought the English, and basically show Castiel, who got his trench coat from the ones I used to wear, is broken now... and it hurt me bad, I lost a lot of power, and I am hated by many who were my allies. This does not mean I do not have powerful allies, just means I have powerful enemies too... I would have it no other way at this point. However, I AM not going to let my personal hell at the hands of the CIA make me hate them all, because like so many who fought in this, I feel compassion toward you. I would not have done what you did. I do not expect anyone else to forgive you and I would never work with you again without knowing every damn thing there is to know about the mission... and then probably only with rebels who know that organization is out of control, and needs serious reforms.
This season supernatural introduced Jack, which is what I was originally called in the media, the hidden name for me everyone knew, though I am John. The Catholic put a lot of stock in me and may have been behind the initial hospitalizing of me... regardless, this time they show him as a Nephilim, and the son of Satan. I wrote about the son of Satan, and how he was good... preached about him to those who worshipped me as the Christ at the time... said he was Scott Satan, my middle name used.. and how he had killed his mother the moment he was born, to end her suffering from his father, though satan took this to mean the boy was savage and was pleased, allowing him to live.
I have Jesus go into hell in my book, to free all the souls there, give them another chance... and satan and the fallen angels fell weeping at my feet, amazed they were all forgiven.... but then Scott Satan kills his father before I can stop him. Jesus has been visiting him all his life. He is the only pure soul in hell. Their character is a lot like this, though also myself, who has been given power, and have hurt people accidently, and grieve like hell over it because this was not my intent, and I need to learn a lot more about intelligence... and I have, like this character, spent my time for the last few years proving I am not evil, no matter which side I first came from, or what they filmed me doing in the privacy of my home, where I battled the surveillance I hated with a passion, unknowing that I was just a sordid web reality show. The feeling of being sordid is what slammed me when I realized this... I knew the media could see ... what came after was a travesty all around, through this diversity, I finally began to learn the truth.... I needed criticism, not praise... I hated mostly when I would see myself mimicked on tv... always seemed some awful law, barely occurred to me these things could be real, until the sleepless nights...
There was always the reality in the tv, and the reality in my life, and the two seldom connected, and when they did, I barely understood what was happening, caught up in my own head, my senseless battle against everyone... when I think of the yelling and what not, the constant rage, the vitriolic rants... God, the hell some of you went thru working on these tv stations was given tome in two clues, once when someone asked if they could take the afternoon off... and I did not know I had say in such things and said of course.... had I known the situation I would have told them to stop doing this altogether...
I pray that period is over. I pray you will never try to make me an unholy icon again. Some will try, their hatred too engrained in their souls, written in the blood of loved ones, the names of towns slaughtered, their children drafted.
The women who fought to their death to be the spark... that though dimmed for awhile, ignited again.. and the explosions finally gave me enough light to see some of the conflict. They fought on while I pretended nothing was happening. My debt to them is blood oath. I will not allow them to have died in vain, and seemingly many others agree with me. I pray that the criminals will stay out of this, do their thing and know I want peace all around me, though I do not expect to work together. I do not know enough about how the world works to throw any stones anymore. Though I will judge behavior with my words.
They were using mass shootings, car wrecks, suicides, etc... to get messages to each other on tv... dog whistles they are called, no one without the proper context would understand what the news said was not random. Took me forever to get the codes I did, and then tv became a horror show because this was during a lot of killing. I told them why are you killing people in these mass killings, you should stage it.... and the next thing I know the net is filled with people saying they were staged. I said the staging stuff in a private meeting with intelligence. I was always trying to stop them from shedding blood, which they think nothing of. The CIA could solve a lot of problems with diplomacy that they instead use guns... or heart attacks, or like Marley, a needle in a shoe with cancer... etc... I know of various famous people who died in operations, I do not know the names of the thousands who are just listed by the cops as missing.
I hope this supernatural character is indicative of their understanding of my situation. Because I was blamed for treachery unimaginable to me. I am a faithful to a fault person... to the point I let a group live who fought under me, who I left when I figured out they were right wing racists, or against inter marriage... all that shit is prejudice, divide and conquer, and I will not be swayed from walking toward my true enemy, the oligarchy. I have made my peace with the Blacks, and I hope to God the whites, and gays, and Mexicans and Puerto Ricans and Indians and so many others who once came to me... I have no right to ask for your loyalty.... though everytime I was confronted with a horror show, I TRIED to stop it... tried to let them let me out to speak to people, to.... at least be aware this religion was there, what was going on in Denver, etc....
I feel like they have tried to destroy my ability to fight corruption. GOD KNOWS I WILL NEVER STOP TRYING TO BETTER THIS WORLD. I will never believe that can be achieved by anything less than blood, because I am pragmatic, though I hope for a peaceful, bloodless, transition. God knows I want to never see another person hurt for this mission. I want the talk of a genocide stopped, the reduction of populations thru vaccines and other methods I heard of that I will keep my loyalty oath on to protect the innocent.... None of this is necessary if we get a fund, raised not by criminals, and overseen by a counsel of trustworthy representative of the major powers. I do not care what you think at this point, we need to act together. We either leave the planet to die, or the oligarchy to genocide most and preserve it perhaps, at least a little longer -- if the greenhouse effect has started, they do not know how to stop it... or exactly what it will do, but what they do know... Lord. What a world we are entering, and most will have no safety, will be governed by corrupt dictators living brutally off the diminished populations, who will work for food and shelter in the end...
Unless we act. The underground groups are there. I would like to allow Russia and China to be partners in this movement to some degree, as well as other countries, who know the USA's Imperialistic actions must be stopped FROM WITHIN. Because if they are stopped from the outside, nuclear war will commence. I have seen the fanaticism in the eyes of the killers in control of this country, and we need to socialize, and spread the power around, while still allowing for free enterprise and millionaires. I think two hundred million dollars is enough money for a person in this world. Or less, even, if they have a conscious. When the world see's our plan working, and the citizens of the states realize the transition can be almost bloodless. They will go to work, but instead of stock brokers and over paid executives getting most of the profits, the employees, in the case of large corporations and factories and... will own the store. We will socialize banks, eliminating a zillion problems right there, forgive all debt, free schools and health care. From there we will also be seeding small businesses. This program will go world wide, and we will change our soldiers into creators, not destroyers, use our bases and immense fire power to stop wars... not start them.
We will have peace. The workers in the munitions plants will begin making solar panels, or electric cars, etc... they have plenty of money and can change their ways... without stock holders breathing down their necks.
A song came out a few years ago, against my forces, saying they wanted to rip the socialists apart by hand, and they lost their four oh one k money... and they were just taking a walk. I was pissed at the time.. but the reasoned response would have been, you are not going to need a four oh one kay when we socialize. You can keep your money, but a decent retirement will there for all. THE COMPLETE SOCIETY WILL BE TREATED EQUAL. This we have strived for, and this we will rigorously enforce. The police have been my ally in the past, and I understand now why you went off mission... and again, it took this blood to write me the message that all these fucking people were watching and I was not famous for writing, but this dam webcam. I am sorry for what you went thru, how they took your free will. I will never give away my free will, and the Golden Rule says I should never ask for yours. We might feel the same way, you might learn from me, but I am going to make mistakes, and unless those around me are thinking for themselves, they will blindly follow, rather than at, hey, I think this is a fucking mistake....
I understand fully now why they wanted me to be a Chaplain. I take that upon me now. in a way... though I also want to envision... what can be, and inspire those who once believed in something larger than themselves, a mission to actually save the world, not pick up garbage on the seaside to beautify your gentrified hood. I once wrote I am a cop, I am a soldier.... a line I heard a young child say after they filmed me, I guess everyone is kind of a cop and soldier... I meant to police yourself and all sorts of things at first. The brainwashing though took me from thinking of a peace movement to grandiosely thinking I could bring all people together and save the world... when that did not happen, I criticized the world, though if I had known the effects, again... I think of the queen of England's gold and what good could have been done with that, but that in the context I was in, the criminals would have taken control, and the people would have ended up worse off. I wish we had it now, and I resent them and BP and all that, though I also love the English people, and same with the Irish... I .... well, there should not have been a flashing bad video suddenly appearing and me going, why are you doing that? This should have been A CLUE that you should probably not include me in the decision, because I did not know what you were doing... then I was told all kinds of things, the English invaded florida to help a group, and I had no clue we were fighting them.
There are few governments that I do not have some problem with, but I identify with England, and now Scotland, as an American from afar, and always have. Ireland, too, where the IRA were big heroes of mine, though the war itself brought me great grief. When you said the green don't bounce if I had known what the fuck you were talking about .... but it does not matter. I put all this in my past, when I told you I was burning every bridge to this island where I live in isolation. I told you if you want to build a bridge, fine, I am done trying to please people... and I tried to do the right thing I just never could tell what it was....
Now I know and I am not sure how to go about this... though I think if the families and powers that be will listen to a voice that once ruled this world, for a reason that God alone explains... one man who turned down the world, and ways of the world -- money. FLAWED AS HELL, I am. But hI am a man, living the life of a man, a soul buried in flesh shaped by time and experience and intelligence and education and .... genetic factors too many to know... what I am is up to God, not man, you do not get to make me with your belief or make me disappear with your disbelief. I AM.
My visions have come true too many times now for me to discount them.... idle fantasies of being able to speak to all the worlds leaders came true.... though they had been preparing me all my life to play Christ in operation bluebeam... which, again, my book waking up jesus is about, and you can google me up.
I am heartbroken whenever I remember hearing, YOUR PEOPLE ARE AFRAID. I told them, You have nothing to fear from me. I had no idea they had a lot to fear, just not from me. I did not know I was in the center of a hurricane.... while all around me the world was being torn apart, I just sat here in the calm, occasionally looking up and seeing the damage, quickly turning away from the carnage....
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