i ALWAYS got back on His path... no matter how many others I tried and rejected



the east has my left hand chained
the west has my right hand chained
both pulling
I am hanging in the middle over a ravine with hundreds of feet of drop
ALL eyes are on ME as they expect to see a burst into meat and bone and blood
I effortlessly pull them both forward a few inches
Not wanting anyone to fall into the abyss at all

The producers of the game are NOT PLEASED

I know of parrots and zebras and cougars and panthers and bears and ducks
dividing and conquering the populous into smaller and smaller groups/easily manageable

I wanted them all to accept new terms
my terms
the way to the truth and freedom and LIFE

I knew I would have to harden to do what I have done
I knew I would not allow my moral compass to be disobeyed
that I walked the path of God or I left it
No matter the cost
always
no matter the material cost
the needs of the many make money grubbing seem the biggest waste of time

beings are as content with twenty dollar wines as million dollar wines

individuals with no loyalty to a tribe are ugly things/crippled inside and out
their souls hideous creations, destroyed and burned and covered in sores
there is no eye of a needle big enough for their obese bodies









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