Williamsburg Studios, COLORADO...
I liked Robot Chicken and all the shows coming out of Williamsburg studio, and almost felt like I worked with them, they put so much of my stuff on their show. And that was kind of the point of Blue Beam, but I had messed that up by bringing too much religion into politics, and visa-versa. I was shocked one night to see them jamming a Christ on a cross into a hole and saying YEA, I AM GLAD YOU ARE IN PAIN. I am in Chronic pain, and during the first phase of bluebeam, or whatever you want to say happened to me... and they knew this. I had no idea why they would be angry with me, though I had vague tips something was going on in the state. They believed I wanted my headquarters there when I thought I had made it perfectly clear that I was in Chicago, and this is where I would fight, that I would not let them drive me from my town. I was reckless then in a way I would not be now. I thought people were reporting to me what other people were doing, not asking my opinion on something.
I saw that episode, after seeing another one where they showed someone saying something bad about me and getting beaten up by a woman. This was telling because I am a feminist and the best friend of that movement most men can expect to be, and they recognized this. I do not think a man should lead them, though I did for a bit. Regardless, I had this place that did animation, and all these shows that I really liked... there was this part of me that STILL THOUGHT I WOULD somehow end all of this and have a normal life, and maybe get a job writing for shows for that studio... I laughed when the person beat someone up for slamming me, and was of course pissed off and puzzled by why they hated me. I know some of you went to Colorado, thinking I would join you, and I would have liked to have gone there if it would have meant we were together, and I could have worked with you, instead of having my life and words and writing dissected and interpreted in ways I could not ever recognize as being inspired by my work for the longest time. Looking back it seems obvious what a penguin was.
Looking back... I think of being looked at as some kind of stripper and am sickened by the thought. Nothing wrong with someone doing that but it sure as hell is not for me, nor would I have in that situation have ever reacted like I did had I any idea what the hell was going on... your secrets turned around and bit you in the ass, as they do. I NEEDED TO KNOW MORE AND YOU FAILED. The government. You took me as a threat, though I turned out to be your only friend a few important times, because I would like there to be a USA here when I am done.
During the period when my people were gathering in Colorado, and some were awaiting my arrival, though I believe our philosophies were very different for awhile, they were lied to about me. I cannot imagine how you felt working with God, knowing the Christ is walking. Some were terrified, others took me at least as proof of the supernatural because of all the odd events in my life. Some saw a miracle when I lost my temper when I thought mary ann had been murdered and flooded Chicago with the storm that raged. They really blamed it on me, too. Oh, well.
Southpark, another show that followed my Christ a lot, showing plenty of episodes based on my work, especially the part about how Jews did not kill Christ, Romans' did. I did not know there was oppression of the Jewish community, as those who saw the footage of me reacting in my apartment know.... I will never forget how the pharmacist had been tortured, I had caused it in some vague way... which he made clear when I asked of he had been on vacation because his skin of was quite red. He said No, then something to the effect that the anger of the Son caused it. I may have complained in my apartment about my pharmacy and the bugs heard, and people reacted to my grumblings....
The thought drove me crazy. When I said I was not going to work with Nazi's, they kept saying the bikers will get pissed at you, and finally I responded that I had nothing against bikers... they made fun of my saying we had to stop Nazism, to hide it's prevalence in modern times. They are one of the groups they join and never tell the public of course; the people in tv who were following my lead then started showing going back in time to kill hitlr.... dr who did a few episodes about this, though the last one, that I understand now though at the time some went over my head....
I had heard Oprah was a Nazi from the cast of Glee, who I really liked, and my pro gay stance, they were on Fox, as were many shows that worked with me, then some seemed to turn against me. At present they have Gotham, and they use Batman to slam me since originally calling me the Joker behind my back, until I figured it out and got all pissed. I will not go into how the moveme
My INTENTIONS have always been good. That does mean something, because when they are most of the time that is the right action. Sometimes you get it wrong. A lot. Especially when you have no idea what is going on?
Amazing that my ignorance was called my air tight alibi in public, like I was guilty but had an alibi. I told them when they started asking me questions that I did not need alibi's because I would tell them the truth during my interrogation. You would never have found me doing what I was had I not been tricked, by the most sophisticated lot on the planet. Who were all too stupid to just come ask me what the hell I was doing and talk sensibly to me, when I would have simply talked sense back.
You tried to tell me who surrounded me, the dark forces that gave me power.... I listened but I could not fathom the fighting?
I cannot surrender under any circumstances to your view of reality. You are as wrong as the people in my family who act like they do not believe my story, or do not.
I saw that episode, after seeing another one where they showed someone saying something bad about me and getting beaten up by a woman. This was telling because I am a feminist and the best friend of that movement most men can expect to be, and they recognized this. I do not think a man should lead them, though I did for a bit. Regardless, I had this place that did animation, and all these shows that I really liked... there was this part of me that STILL THOUGHT I WOULD somehow end all of this and have a normal life, and maybe get a job writing for shows for that studio... I laughed when the person beat someone up for slamming me, and was of course pissed off and puzzled by why they hated me. I know some of you went to Colorado, thinking I would join you, and I would have liked to have gone there if it would have meant we were together, and I could have worked with you, instead of having my life and words and writing dissected and interpreted in ways I could not ever recognize as being inspired by my work for the longest time. Looking back it seems obvious what a penguin was.
Looking back... I think of being looked at as some kind of stripper and am sickened by the thought. Nothing wrong with someone doing that but it sure as hell is not for me, nor would I have in that situation have ever reacted like I did had I any idea what the hell was going on... your secrets turned around and bit you in the ass, as they do. I NEEDED TO KNOW MORE AND YOU FAILED. The government. You took me as a threat, though I turned out to be your only friend a few important times, because I would like there to be a USA here when I am done.
During the period when my people were gathering in Colorado, and some were awaiting my arrival, though I believe our philosophies were very different for awhile, they were lied to about me. I cannot imagine how you felt working with God, knowing the Christ is walking. Some were terrified, others took me at least as proof of the supernatural because of all the odd events in my life. Some saw a miracle when I lost my temper when I thought mary ann had been murdered and flooded Chicago with the storm that raged. They really blamed it on me, too. Oh, well.
Southpark, another show that followed my Christ a lot, showing plenty of episodes based on my work, especially the part about how Jews did not kill Christ, Romans' did. I did not know there was oppression of the Jewish community, as those who saw the footage of me reacting in my apartment know.... I will never forget how the pharmacist had been tortured, I had caused it in some vague way... which he made clear when I asked of he had been on vacation because his skin of was quite red. He said No, then something to the effect that the anger of the Son caused it. I may have complained in my apartment about my pharmacy and the bugs heard, and people reacted to my grumblings....
The thought drove me crazy. When I said I was not going to work with Nazi's, they kept saying the bikers will get pissed at you, and finally I responded that I had nothing against bikers... they made fun of my saying we had to stop Nazism, to hide it's prevalence in modern times. They are one of the groups they join and never tell the public of course; the people in tv who were following my lead then started showing going back in time to kill hitlr.... dr who did a few episodes about this, though the last one, that I understand now though at the time some went over my head....
I had heard Oprah was a Nazi from the cast of Glee, who I really liked, and my pro gay stance, they were on Fox, as were many shows that worked with me, then some seemed to turn against me. At present they have Gotham, and they use Batman to slam me since originally calling me the Joker behind my back, until I figured it out and got all pissed. I will not go into how the moveme
My INTENTIONS have always been good. That does mean something, because when they are most of the time that is the right action. Sometimes you get it wrong. A lot. Especially when you have no idea what is going on?
Amazing that my ignorance was called my air tight alibi in public, like I was guilty but had an alibi. I told them when they started asking me questions that I did not need alibi's because I would tell them the truth during my interrogation. You would never have found me doing what I was had I not been tricked, by the most sophisticated lot on the planet. Who were all too stupid to just come ask me what the hell I was doing and talk sensibly to me, when I would have simply talked sense back.
You tried to tell me who surrounded me, the dark forces that gave me power.... I listened but I could not fathom the fighting?
I cannot surrender under any circumstances to your view of reality. You are as wrong as the people in my family who act like they do not believe my story, or do not.
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