The Reluctant Spy Talks

Later, we can discuss what we give for a soul.   I have been offered to live in a submarine for safety, most states in the union courted me when they showed me to the world, without explaining what they called waking me up was meant to make me compliant to their needs . . .   which did not work. I WOULD NOT LISTEN when they told me children were watching. and told them not to let children watch me.   As soon as I knew I was going to have an effect on the thinking of the next generation I had the children, and that was all I cared about, after giving up on the idea of killing everyone older than me, which would have made this easier, for sure...  though hardly my style to stereotype let alone about age.   I was trying to threaten you into letting me into a life God did not want for me.   We were at odds though of course I cannot win. The internet show about the life of Christ that they thought I wanted people to watch me in my re...

I was told by a friend I have the most interesting life she had ever heard of.  I have lived a life unique, among intelligence agencies, the underground, the network of illicit kings and heads of families and mobs...  the watch dogs for the oligarchies, and  their well living slaves, who they fight and die for just like the lowliest soldier on the battle field during an infantry charge into the face of impossible odds. Ten to one buys back the holy blood I do not remember if I asked for children, though that is what they seem to have killed, their best breeding stock it was announced to me... and they brought a Nazi forward to state the point...  though I will not name any of them, they were famous faces used on an awards show, maybe you saw it... whrere Robert downey junior pretended like he was killing a hamster, which I did not get at the time, fully.  I understand better now. I am one of them now, though I pull at my chains everyday and pray they are...

They give me nothing else... not a country, what they did, how I could talk to them...  nothing. I refused to add up all the deaths and misery and mutilations...   I had a vision of myself in battle surrounded by the bodies of my enemies, until they became a protective wall that grew until the battle ended...  as had happened to me in ancient times, when I was undefeatable in battle when filled with the power of God.  This life as well has turned out like that for me.  Reincarnation memory, or a warning of what was to come?   So much of my writing, due to the operation bluebeam aspects of my story which involved the elite promoting me as a holy being, an angel, or Jesus, or a brain washed spy depending on their viewpoint.....   when I found out I was being filmed and broadcast as the Christ, as if I wanted this to happen, it just felt sordid.  For some time I had noticed that on occasion some shows seemed to want to directly inter...

THERE IS A CALL TO ARMS until your society is JUST THERE SHOULD BE NO PEACE appeasement is what the masses offer the elite YOU CAN REPRESS THE NOTION though know there must be some among you who find fronts to fight the enemy THE ENEMY IS THE PRESENT CORPORATE AND WALL STREET ENRICHING RULERS FROM THE WHITE HOUSE TO THE BOARDROOMS there is nothing worse than doing nothing as the masses are robbed by the oligarchy as they fight over this politician or that when they all do the same thing, war, and enrich the richest of rich the vampires of the military industrial complex TRADE THE BLOOD OF THE YOUNG FOR BIG STACKS OF GREEN ONES slave keepers CHAINING those around them with two hundred million dollar bonuses... EVERY DAY YOU APPEASE THE ENEMY THE MORE YOU BECOME GERMANS IGNORING THE FIGHT AGAINST THE NAZI'S you become the ones who went along oblivious of the atrocities of their government I have seen them in my work, college girls beaten to death ...