Guy Told Me THIRTY OF HIS FRIENDS WERE DEAD

He blamed me.  Said I was dangerous as hell sure, but I was not deep enough to be a leader, that the slightest criticism got them killed, or something.  HE USED THE TERM, MY FRIENDS WERE TAKEN TO THE WOODS.  Which I was seeing so much death around me and associations with a certain group being taken into the woods, and killed.  Or however they were doing it then, and these people were methodical in their killing, using hospitals and...  I cannot go into what else, that is far enough, and vague enough, to protect and revel.  Which has to be done in this blog.

I thought at the time, and told him, WELL, TELL ME WHAT THE FUCK IS ALL GOING ON... DO NOT JUST GET PISSED AT ME... Now that I understand better what they were the up to the less I believe they should have expected knowing decisions from me on the scant bit of what was going on the revealed to me.   I know a lot now, even how to defeat you.  I may fight fire with fire and in this case that means utter death of all enemies, as you my enemy plans with us, the seven billion folks who stop their dream of letting the earth grow wild again, and be their fiefdoms.  I would hate such a thing, and it probably would not work, but you never know.  The sides have resources that stun the average person.

In war now they can aim radio waves at enemies, or protesters, and cause them blinding headaches, and that will only continue, along with technology to take control of the moods of the enemy, and your populace, etc.   Drive them crazy, make them lazy.  These things are coming down the pike and if they are kept secret, like intelligence wants to, they will always be potential weapons to be abused.  If they are public, they will be used more responsibly.

I do not know what happened to the person who spoke to me of the woods, a topic I tried to write about once before and was warned, NO WRITING ABOUT THAT... but now I will.  It has been years and only the few involved know of what I write, and you are my audience now.  The chaff has been beaten from the seed.  I wish  I KNEW and could have been there before, I was not.  I was trapped in the lies they bred me on, and led you on.   Now is another day and the problem is worse than I ever thought.  Kill or be killed.   To think the world would come down to this.  And I do not know whose side  I am on or why at times, to a certain degree.  Who will hate me forever and who will be courageous enough to face the truth?   I do not expect such courage than more of you have it than I know, and have proven to be....  incredible.   I am in awe of all of you.  The emotions too endless to allow to begin filling me.  I was flattered at first, then disgusted all too quickly, with all that was happening to the writer I was.

Ten years since this started.   I have went thru many convolutions during that time, and solidified the program and plans of one who has found his work more complex than he could have imagined, thank God, or I would never have been idiotic enough to just attempt this...  though God has placed me in this position for a reason, and if you do not get that, I am not sure why you are still hanging around though I am glad to have ya.

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