READING OVER.. (work in progress at this moment). SEEING HOW PUZZLING THIS WOULD BE TO THOSE NOT INVOLVED.
Here are the basics. I lived a normal life, of an exceedingly intelligent person, got addicted to going to university at twenty four and kept going for five majors for over a decade, preparing to write novels, after showing some talent in this area. I did not know my grandfather was this big spy, or head of this Scottish organization and my mother was recruited by the communists, to fight them... she is left wing, and the Scottish are right wing.. basically. In the end, after many top secret adventures centered on using me as Jesus returning, in OPERATION BLUEBEAM, to the point that they told folks I had grown wings, and I was in a hospital for a year getting radiation, after two things had been removed from my back... far from the problem they said I actually had. Tumors taken out, is how it was explained to me, to others where the wings were taken out. I did not know who believed what or why after being brainwashed, I WAS SURPRISED there is a God, just knew it like I breathed, a new feeling, and that I was to be used as his mouthpiece so to speak, a creature much greater than I would want to be, surely... this is how I felt in 07, when this started, and they brainwashed me.
Others did not realize a church was being created around me, to lead to a one world religion, or something, leading to a one world government. People would not believe how close we had that coming to happen, but I would not go along, insisted all countries remain soverign. Just to stop them from having one of the people I saw around me rule, the murderers and madmen, who did these things I could not begin to understand.
Most of the time I did not know what they were doing, though I caught they were using certain phrases, I did not know why they were doing this... sure as hell had no idea I could stop them. I watched this thing play out that seemed to have nothing to do with me. The oddest periods of my life... The spy business is not for me. Not for anyone. So it is left to those like me. I do wonder why they leave me alive, but I suspect they just limit who can read my work. All kinds of methods have been used against me from communicating my ideas. Amazing how they make you top secret how you disappear in plain site... they offered me success if I would work with them, on vile shit, involving genocides... I was not going to keep such a secret for anyone. Period. That is being a traitor to the entire human race, a war criminal, which this country is filled with, from the white house on down.
I have had to live under armed guard for years at a time, though at the moment there is some peace. I have been active in bloody missions, both inspired violence with my writing and the webcam they had set up in my house, to make money off, and let those who believed I was Christ to watch me whenever. I was pissed off at first by how I was being treated.... just after the brainwashing, and ready to say anything to win the revolution that seemed to have broken out. But I was lost in my writing, the voice of Jesus coming thru me, and when I should have been a leader, in those first few days when our side seemed to win some revolution... I was instead feeling threatened, and bitching at spies, who turned out to be many, many people with webcams around my apartment, and even outside my house. Watching Jesus, for signs... they wanted signs, miracles, the ultimate answers... I wrote more as a revolutionary than a seminarian, more a soldier than a priest...
Others did not realize a church was being created around me, to lead to a one world religion, or something, leading to a one world government. People would not believe how close we had that coming to happen, but I would not go along, insisted all countries remain soverign. Just to stop them from having one of the people I saw around me rule, the murderers and madmen, who did these things I could not begin to understand.
Most of the time I did not know what they were doing, though I caught they were using certain phrases, I did not know why they were doing this... sure as hell had no idea I could stop them. I watched this thing play out that seemed to have nothing to do with me. The oddest periods of my life... The spy business is not for me. Not for anyone. So it is left to those like me. I do wonder why they leave me alive, but I suspect they just limit who can read my work. All kinds of methods have been used against me from communicating my ideas. Amazing how they make you top secret how you disappear in plain site... they offered me success if I would work with them, on vile shit, involving genocides... I was not going to keep such a secret for anyone. Period. That is being a traitor to the entire human race, a war criminal, which this country is filled with, from the white house on down.
I have had to live under armed guard for years at a time, though at the moment there is some peace. I have been active in bloody missions, both inspired violence with my writing and the webcam they had set up in my house, to make money off, and let those who believed I was Christ to watch me whenever. I was pissed off at first by how I was being treated.... just after the brainwashing, and ready to say anything to win the revolution that seemed to have broken out. But I was lost in my writing, the voice of Jesus coming thru me, and when I should have been a leader, in those first few days when our side seemed to win some revolution... I was instead feeling threatened, and bitching at spies, who turned out to be many, many people with webcams around my apartment, and even outside my house. Watching Jesus, for signs... they wanted signs, miracles, the ultimate answers... I wrote more as a revolutionary than a seminarian, more a soldier than a priest...
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