I have been watching CONITINUM/fighting the corporate world
An interesting story where terrorists, hoping to stop a corporate take over, go back into time... with them, semi accidently, goes a cop from the future sent as well, all by design. Other time hoppers have also done this for various reasons... the story is very interesting underneath, and never strays from the primary crime they are on for others. Meaning unlike most cop oriented shows, they do not, like Grimm, which also shows a secret world, does not fluff out the over all plot... supernatural started out that way, until they started telling my story back to me, or trying to get me messages on what I had done... eric ktiptke who also put out Revolution, which had so much more truth in it than I could take at times. I learned some of the worst atrocities taken, based on my early book which was a critique of just what took place as orders. A way of fighting the world is familiar with in some places, and the cia and other intelligence groups used them, children stoned on weed and gunpower joints, soeed, whatever...
I did imply that I had been training for this all of my life, and this I saw as the majors I took, the mystical experiences, everything running thru my mind right after the brainwashing. I was writing anything to say I was part of an organization, to let that at least be known, though I could never reveal my secret ghosts, who rigged the insurance policy they thought I would need one day far in the future...
I do not like to write about this anymore. Characters in stories and black psy op and all the other things I call my angry, fearful puffer fish qualities.
THERE are questions I cannot answer. A secret is not a secret if more than one person knows, though as a writer I may give my metaphors and under them some truth, often murky, even to those who know more about me than myself.
A man they thought was a savior came in with a promised sword, just like Jesus... who said this is what he would be doing... I want peace, though. I understand the power one must have to obtain JUST PEACE, and this is great.
One of the problems I found was how involved criminals are with the government; ruling forces all to their own, who do certain jobs for the CIA and gets them intel on everything they can, and they leave each other alone, save each other, The stories I could tell will never be told by me, I did make an oath with them, hoping to bring a peace to people, and a parting of ways. I did not believe the reports that I heard, often in the forms of jokes... about what they were doing. Now, I am constantly sickened by what I learned.
One day a guy I saw a lot in the park, a drunk who probably lived in a cheap sro came up to me and said, I DON'T WANT TO DIE, MAN... like I had some say in whether he would live or die. I was stoned and said I was all about peace and love, and in a way believed this about myself. I had no idea what was being planned around me, implemented. Jokes were made on the tv and in political cartoons about matters I cannot name.... and I smiled like the psycho I would have been had I thought they were serious. By the time I understood the brave new world I was walking within was creating rivers of blood across the world, I was too shocked to want to cause any more deaths.... ridiculous one I was... too late to do anything about what happened. My denial won, my fears of the actually acknowledging the deaths stopping me from believing them, until I ended up being interrogated over what I had heard, and having no real way to tell them who was behind what... I got codes I did not understand.
The knights templers were killing them all. Reported to me, by the news, one day emphasizing, out of nowhere, that this had once been a templer order. I had just changed my password to this after being broken into again and again. I was not giving an order. I will not name the group, because there are gray areas in my knowledge, people with power who at least once talked good of me, and know things about me, had plans for me. I owe them a lot, and they know who they are. We have different ways, and I must never choose a side among the souls on this planet to the degree joining a secret organization requires. I am here for all people, on the side of God, and people who that works with and have the morality, from wherever to help me in my cause without resorting to the kind of tactics that involve mass slaughter.
I liked how the show Revolution showed the lights going out... I made a big deal out of this in the beginning, though this was Godly inspiration, though the idea of taking out the infrastructure is basic guerrilla, urban warfare. I did not know how many people knew about me at this point, that I was famous. I did not like the kind of fame that had been given to me... nothing like my dreams of getting famous and then doing all these important things with money, etc... no, this was being known for mayhem, to the point the joker in the first new batman series was based on me, got him murdered... and a theater in Colorado show up on opening night. I was so pissed after that movie, seeing all this shit that happened to me all turned around and making me this psycho, when that was nothing like I wanted to be seen as. The Batman theme continues, representing the billionaires who will save us... even up into the tv show. My side made a point of changing my face when they realized how pissed I was about being called the joker...
This went away as did their portraying me as a baby, which came from another stupid joke my co host on the radio show, who was all into this stuff... he knew about the blood being spilled. I remember once saying I could not work with this one guy on the radio show, because he was stupid and not very funny.... then I heard reports... the Johnny's are gone..... a few months later I said to Jimmy that we should all get together and party, that I liked Johnny... he looked at me all shocked before he could maintain his spy cover. This was the first I realized they had killed that force. WE had all been carefully chosen... when I asked what his power was, the handsome devil called this girl from across the street, a perfect stranger.... he was going to draw the women to our show, and I was going to be funny,, etc... it was a something the planners of this mission had.
I made things much more bloody than anyone suspected I would, with good reason, because had I know I could have an effect on these things, that this was not just me glimpsing into this world on tv that made little sense to me. God, all those years talking and yelling at the bugs, working with the groups, though not understanding you had given me fame. I know this is part of God's plans, that my words are only meant for a few, but thank God it does not matter to me if the world ends.
My living by a moral code that I risked my death so much over that I inspired many others to do the same. Many of them died because of this. The false moral code, the false messiahs around me, took my words and twisted them into something evil. I was going along with the plan, even trying to impress people and answer their questions when they came up....
Until things got very dangerous. I was evidently in touch with people who wanted to speak to me, and had evidently done this by force. A voice came over the television saying simply, NO ONE ASKS ANY QUESTIONS AND NO ONE DIES. I do not remember exactly what was going on, had stumbled into being taken over... for a month, I was harassed by blacks who thought I was against them in a race war. I was stunned by the angry accusations, the hatred... would have had the same thing if I was in their shoes, and under the same delusion.
I for the first time felt empathy for the newly discovered dead.... and whatever money there was in whatever fund they had I asked they be compensated. That week on Saturday night live, the entire crew I worked with most on that show were all fired... I wish them well, and thank the again for the honor of having an entire show done about me... as unfunny as the situation turned out to be. You are people I think of often with the best of wishes.
Lastly I want to stop the idiots Zionist thieves from convincing you that I hate Jews. Quite the opposite. If I did not care about the fate of the Jews who deserve great respect and love, I would not have spent a lot of time trying to criticize them. I expect the Jews, who hold such high leadership in the west, that they stop their sins of aggression, and use their powers for good, for truth... as many Jews used to do, until the FBI and others got involved. I will not allow ANY group to have undue influence on this country, and at present your people have this, and are milking your bought teet until it is as raw and misshapen as this fucking metaphor.
I am not a Nazi, etc... I do not know much about the Nazi's, the real ones, other than I took them to task, and brought A JEWISH MAYOR into Chicago to provide protection to the Jews. I also helped the leader of your country when in a pinch. I do not see any other solution to this problem that is Just that Israel will accept. I still do not hate all Jews and I resent anyone thinking I stereotype people in that way. I am just intellectually IF YOU WILL well beyond such things. All people are souls to me, though their behavior might require I strip their souls of flesh.
I want to give ten thousand of years to this planet, and I am the seed... and if I die, you die with me.... I think your chances of survival as a species are minimal, because you have already destroyed your environment and cannot politically agree on methods to stop this suicide. I BELIEVE humans are slightly suicidal as a species, or they would be saving themselves... and some few think this way but they also believe that spreading around the wealth to fix the world is out of the question, when a genocide of seven billion will seemingly solve the problem.... we will see. My side is trying to stop them though I started out on their side, that was because I was drafted, never given a choice...
The brainwashing and how crazed you made me with the pain, kept me from understanding any of this.... you wanted me ignorant, I SUPPOSE...
but now that I know and am this famous hero, you take the name they gave me, the one who saved the country from falling into the hands of even worse people, and kill superman in the latest batman movie, the last name they were calling me. Bullets seemed to bounce right off me....
I stay away from these memories at my own peril, and the peril of others, much as I want to drift back into drugs and watching all the movies and shit that are unrelated to this.... though this CONTINUM seems politically along the lines of some things I believe... not time travel. I believe we can go and see our past lives, etc... but not change them.
I did imply that I had been training for this all of my life, and this I saw as the majors I took, the mystical experiences, everything running thru my mind right after the brainwashing. I was writing anything to say I was part of an organization, to let that at least be known, though I could never reveal my secret ghosts, who rigged the insurance policy they thought I would need one day far in the future...
I do not like to write about this anymore. Characters in stories and black psy op and all the other things I call my angry, fearful puffer fish qualities.
THERE are questions I cannot answer. A secret is not a secret if more than one person knows, though as a writer I may give my metaphors and under them some truth, often murky, even to those who know more about me than myself.
A man they thought was a savior came in with a promised sword, just like Jesus... who said this is what he would be doing... I want peace, though. I understand the power one must have to obtain JUST PEACE, and this is great.
One of the problems I found was how involved criminals are with the government; ruling forces all to their own, who do certain jobs for the CIA and gets them intel on everything they can, and they leave each other alone, save each other, The stories I could tell will never be told by me, I did make an oath with them, hoping to bring a peace to people, and a parting of ways. I did not believe the reports that I heard, often in the forms of jokes... about what they were doing. Now, I am constantly sickened by what I learned.
One day a guy I saw a lot in the park, a drunk who probably lived in a cheap sro came up to me and said, I DON'T WANT TO DIE, MAN... like I had some say in whether he would live or die. I was stoned and said I was all about peace and love, and in a way believed this about myself. I had no idea what was being planned around me, implemented. Jokes were made on the tv and in political cartoons about matters I cannot name.... and I smiled like the psycho I would have been had I thought they were serious. By the time I understood the brave new world I was walking within was creating rivers of blood across the world, I was too shocked to want to cause any more deaths.... ridiculous one I was... too late to do anything about what happened. My denial won, my fears of the actually acknowledging the deaths stopping me from believing them, until I ended up being interrogated over what I had heard, and having no real way to tell them who was behind what... I got codes I did not understand.
The knights templers were killing them all. Reported to me, by the news, one day emphasizing, out of nowhere, that this had once been a templer order. I had just changed my password to this after being broken into again and again. I was not giving an order. I will not name the group, because there are gray areas in my knowledge, people with power who at least once talked good of me, and know things about me, had plans for me. I owe them a lot, and they know who they are. We have different ways, and I must never choose a side among the souls on this planet to the degree joining a secret organization requires. I am here for all people, on the side of God, and people who that works with and have the morality, from wherever to help me in my cause without resorting to the kind of tactics that involve mass slaughter.
I liked how the show Revolution showed the lights going out... I made a big deal out of this in the beginning, though this was Godly inspiration, though the idea of taking out the infrastructure is basic guerrilla, urban warfare. I did not know how many people knew about me at this point, that I was famous. I did not like the kind of fame that had been given to me... nothing like my dreams of getting famous and then doing all these important things with money, etc... no, this was being known for mayhem, to the point the joker in the first new batman series was based on me, got him murdered... and a theater in Colorado show up on opening night. I was so pissed after that movie, seeing all this shit that happened to me all turned around and making me this psycho, when that was nothing like I wanted to be seen as. The Batman theme continues, representing the billionaires who will save us... even up into the tv show. My side made a point of changing my face when they realized how pissed I was about being called the joker...
This went away as did their portraying me as a baby, which came from another stupid joke my co host on the radio show, who was all into this stuff... he knew about the blood being spilled. I remember once saying I could not work with this one guy on the radio show, because he was stupid and not very funny.... then I heard reports... the Johnny's are gone..... a few months later I said to Jimmy that we should all get together and party, that I liked Johnny... he looked at me all shocked before he could maintain his spy cover. This was the first I realized they had killed that force. WE had all been carefully chosen... when I asked what his power was, the handsome devil called this girl from across the street, a perfect stranger.... he was going to draw the women to our show, and I was going to be funny,, etc... it was a something the planners of this mission had.
I made things much more bloody than anyone suspected I would, with good reason, because had I know I could have an effect on these things, that this was not just me glimpsing into this world on tv that made little sense to me. God, all those years talking and yelling at the bugs, working with the groups, though not understanding you had given me fame. I know this is part of God's plans, that my words are only meant for a few, but thank God it does not matter to me if the world ends.
My living by a moral code that I risked my death so much over that I inspired many others to do the same. Many of them died because of this. The false moral code, the false messiahs around me, took my words and twisted them into something evil. I was going along with the plan, even trying to impress people and answer their questions when they came up....
Until things got very dangerous. I was evidently in touch with people who wanted to speak to me, and had evidently done this by force. A voice came over the television saying simply, NO ONE ASKS ANY QUESTIONS AND NO ONE DIES. I do not remember exactly what was going on, had stumbled into being taken over... for a month, I was harassed by blacks who thought I was against them in a race war. I was stunned by the angry accusations, the hatred... would have had the same thing if I was in their shoes, and under the same delusion.
I for the first time felt empathy for the newly discovered dead.... and whatever money there was in whatever fund they had I asked they be compensated. That week on Saturday night live, the entire crew I worked with most on that show were all fired... I wish them well, and thank the again for the honor of having an entire show done about me... as unfunny as the situation turned out to be. You are people I think of often with the best of wishes.
Lastly I want to stop the idiots Zionist thieves from convincing you that I hate Jews. Quite the opposite. If I did not care about the fate of the Jews who deserve great respect and love, I would not have spent a lot of time trying to criticize them. I expect the Jews, who hold such high leadership in the west, that they stop their sins of aggression, and use their powers for good, for truth... as many Jews used to do, until the FBI and others got involved. I will not allow ANY group to have undue influence on this country, and at present your people have this, and are milking your bought teet until it is as raw and misshapen as this fucking metaphor.
I am not a Nazi, etc... I do not know much about the Nazi's, the real ones, other than I took them to task, and brought A JEWISH MAYOR into Chicago to provide protection to the Jews. I also helped the leader of your country when in a pinch. I do not see any other solution to this problem that is Just that Israel will accept. I still do not hate all Jews and I resent anyone thinking I stereotype people in that way. I am just intellectually IF YOU WILL well beyond such things. All people are souls to me, though their behavior might require I strip their souls of flesh.
I want to give ten thousand of years to this planet, and I am the seed... and if I die, you die with me.... I think your chances of survival as a species are minimal, because you have already destroyed your environment and cannot politically agree on methods to stop this suicide. I BELIEVE humans are slightly suicidal as a species, or they would be saving themselves... and some few think this way but they also believe that spreading around the wealth to fix the world is out of the question, when a genocide of seven billion will seemingly solve the problem.... we will see. My side is trying to stop them though I started out on their side, that was because I was drafted, never given a choice...
The brainwashing and how crazed you made me with the pain, kept me from understanding any of this.... you wanted me ignorant, I SUPPOSE...
but now that I know and am this famous hero, you take the name they gave me, the one who saved the country from falling into the hands of even worse people, and kill superman in the latest batman movie, the last name they were calling me. Bullets seemed to bounce right off me....
I stay away from these memories at my own peril, and the peril of others, much as I want to drift back into drugs and watching all the movies and shit that are unrelated to this.... though this CONTINUM seems politically along the lines of some things I believe... not time travel. I believe we can go and see our past lives, etc... but not change them.
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