WHY I DID NOT ANSWER WHEN JOHN STEWART CALLED ME LIVE FROM HIS SHOW
I WAS sitting there watching it, as I religiously did, as well as Colbert... and one of the first indications I got that the mass media was centered on my poetry when I wrote that my name would be shouted from the mountain tops, and I meant Jesus, my return I could see being the most miraculous and incredible experience in the history of human kind,,, the return of God to take the souls to heaven. Stewart instead yelled out Pain, Pain, etc... at the beginning of his show. I responded stupidly, saying mentioning me in the press could get me killed. Gwyneth Paltrow had also talked about me this same night... people were trying to get the word out that a revolutionary pot soldier was ready to fight in Chicago, a liberal, who was going to be a movie maker and a big star, and whose stories they found funny as hell.
I still wish I had picked up that call... but I panicked. The next day I tried to call the number, from ny that it came from, but the line was disconnected.
I said that I would not meet with famous people or agents when I thought there was no way in hell that would ever happen. Then we ended only communicated through radio and television, with the occasional furtive figure coming up to me on the street and giving me messages, like the woman who told me there were a lot of blue eyed people in Alaska, meaning I could escape the hold of the blacks, who run Chicago, by moving there, as I always wanted to, to be honest.... which may have led to so many people flocking there, not sure?
Anyways, I wanted to get to stewart... and another moment from his show, one night I said that I would like to go on the APPOLLO, then Stewart, then the Colbert show... and they all looked at me all puzzled like what the hell did I mean.... they were enemies some of these people... and expected me to make some choice of which group I was joining.
I did not know enough about the side thing to do more than note they were puzzled. Later it made sense.... God, the LIVE LIST after the genocide. Amazing, Thou shalt not kill... is a pretty good maxim, for everyone, even the soldiers who break this commandment and must seek repentance, as I have... for what good it may do?
When I was supposed to be starting a revolution, I wanted to go off somewhere and explore what was happening to me, selfish in this world... but people cannot help but be selfish without a cause, though give them a cause and they will die with honor in their minds... and a burning desire to find glory on the other side. Not the metaphorical seventy two virgins, an experience better than wanting sex is having no desire for sex at all, because something so much more profound and satisfying takes over, the being who needs nothing at all except the freely offered love of God.
God is love. Your souls will learn this whether your flesh does or not, which I do not care what someone's beliefs are, and while I may think hatred is misguided, and makes one as irrational as love and terror. Am I going to press my beliefs on people? No. We deconstruct the lies of history until the truth guides the coming generations, not the latest lies.
Not the tricks that those who have set themselves above humanity, their caretakers they think.. no, they are not going to work for you in the end. A small percentage of us is going to destroy you... on this planet, and then your soul will feel all the pain you caused for a spell called hell, before you are released... and an instant of pain, a needle going in with morphine... though nothing I would ever want to got thru.
I have not been able to watch colberts new show, on cbs, the white channel, as far as that goes. I am not sure they are all about white supremecy, though they have strong ties with Hispanics, so expect them to rise on that station, as well. I am not saying this is all bad, At least Colbert is a big believer in God. I respect that his beliefs are true, and he is a good man, as I do about John Stewart. I do not know how they see me now and do not care, their were times when they seemed to be the only people I could trust in the country. For awhile they made them do all three shows a day, and I would notice the slight changes and be amazed. This is cruel to do to a human, and too much work. I intentionally quit watching it so much after that. I had no idea yet how many people suffered so much for these efforts... though the plan was not mine, it was God's as humans learned in the end, when they meddled with things they should have left alone, which is the Jesus inside of me.
I still wish I had picked up that call... but I panicked. The next day I tried to call the number, from ny that it came from, but the line was disconnected.
I said that I would not meet with famous people or agents when I thought there was no way in hell that would ever happen. Then we ended only communicated through radio and television, with the occasional furtive figure coming up to me on the street and giving me messages, like the woman who told me there were a lot of blue eyed people in Alaska, meaning I could escape the hold of the blacks, who run Chicago, by moving there, as I always wanted to, to be honest.... which may have led to so many people flocking there, not sure?
Anyways, I wanted to get to stewart... and another moment from his show, one night I said that I would like to go on the APPOLLO, then Stewart, then the Colbert show... and they all looked at me all puzzled like what the hell did I mean.... they were enemies some of these people... and expected me to make some choice of which group I was joining.
I did not know enough about the side thing to do more than note they were puzzled. Later it made sense.... God, the LIVE LIST after the genocide. Amazing, Thou shalt not kill... is a pretty good maxim, for everyone, even the soldiers who break this commandment and must seek repentance, as I have... for what good it may do?
When I was supposed to be starting a revolution, I wanted to go off somewhere and explore what was happening to me, selfish in this world... but people cannot help but be selfish without a cause, though give them a cause and they will die with honor in their minds... and a burning desire to find glory on the other side. Not the metaphorical seventy two virgins, an experience better than wanting sex is having no desire for sex at all, because something so much more profound and satisfying takes over, the being who needs nothing at all except the freely offered love of God.
God is love. Your souls will learn this whether your flesh does or not, which I do not care what someone's beliefs are, and while I may think hatred is misguided, and makes one as irrational as love and terror. Am I going to press my beliefs on people? No. We deconstruct the lies of history until the truth guides the coming generations, not the latest lies.
Not the tricks that those who have set themselves above humanity, their caretakers they think.. no, they are not going to work for you in the end. A small percentage of us is going to destroy you... on this planet, and then your soul will feel all the pain you caused for a spell called hell, before you are released... and an instant of pain, a needle going in with morphine... though nothing I would ever want to got thru.
I have not been able to watch colberts new show, on cbs, the white channel, as far as that goes. I am not sure they are all about white supremecy, though they have strong ties with Hispanics, so expect them to rise on that station, as well. I am not saying this is all bad, At least Colbert is a big believer in God. I respect that his beliefs are true, and he is a good man, as I do about John Stewart. I do not know how they see me now and do not care, their were times when they seemed to be the only people I could trust in the country. For awhile they made them do all three shows a day, and I would notice the slight changes and be amazed. This is cruel to do to a human, and too much work. I intentionally quit watching it so much after that. I had no idea yet how many people suffered so much for these efforts... though the plan was not mine, it was God's as humans learned in the end, when they meddled with things they should have left alone, which is the Jesus inside of me.
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