SHEEP, SHEPHERDS, AND PREDATORS....
I decided to quit trying to wake up the sheep. Took me too long to believe in the spy world and I was in the middle of it. Your insides revolt at the idea of BELIEVING there is another world behind the one I thought I lived in,.. it is very difficult emotionally, mentally, even physically with me because I let myself go completely thinking there was nothing I could do to fight the enemy. Who am I compared to them?
Later on, though I was told pretty late in the game, I had an army of 260 million at one point, roaming the USA, a power no one could stop. Because of certain connections in the underworld, which are very important to successful revolutions, unfortunately, but the civilian casualties are far worse than merely ignoring crime for awhile, especially shit I think should be legal anyways, most of the time. Try telling people about this army and... I live a very normal life other than having no friends anymore, after having spies infilitrate my life for years, and having developed trust issues, to say the least, from finding out even my wife was part of the mission they wanted to use me for.
Operation Bluebeam NEEDS the Christ to lead a new religion that leads to a one world government. I found this an affront to God, when I realized some of what they were doing... I was chosen for all kinds of reasons, mostly my grandfather being the architect of the mission.
I knew nothing in the beginning though, ten years ago. I had never heard of operation bluebeam, I just thought they tried to brainwash me into this religions guy and I actually was the Christ, ironically placed in this position to destroy their evil plan, because only a Christ could resist the temptations offered me, and they certainly tempted me... with money, sex slaves, an ex girlfriend I still loved a bit, etc... it was horrifying. I think back now and see myself during the worst of it as a monster, screaming at the people who were bugging me, flipping out whoever was takin my words and using them for the hell of it... someone had taken my life and thrown me into this weird world of intelligence, trying to use tv and radio as well to convince people of these myths about me, and other ways... that are almost too much for me think about, spending all this time watching me in my everyday life, thinking I wanted an audience so bad that I would create a church to watch me...
When I hated every second of being watched. Listened to. I went along with it because it was happening and there was nothing I could do about it... I had to finally offend you so much of course, violent humans you are, you started shooting people over. This was ridiculous. God showing humans NEVER GIVE UP YOUR FREE WILL. I was fighting not to give my free will up to the cameras. That, like so much I did, backfired on me. I am glad now that the people I almost led into power did not win. I would not have wanted the government they planned.... this again, I learned only later.
I found out there was a race war, that people had been thinking the book I was writing on line was for now, and I did not realize as much, until finally they told me. This changed my thinkin one hundred percent, as well as finding out that all these people had been watching me... God, the humiliation that comes with that thought would crush me if I allowed myself to think about it for very long. I do not know if I will ever be able to accept what happened to me, let alone those who died.
I put the title up because that is the way the world works. There are sheep who are best left to graze, and keep from stampeding off... when a predator approaches, the shepherd fights it off without alerting the sheep... societies across the globe would fall apart if people acted on what I have written just on facebook, but people do not believe me. I get it. I was a sheep once, and it took a lot to convince me of what I know.
The Denial phase of my own death... the death of the person I had believed I was all those years. Then the anger phase came, and many senseless deaths resulted. I bitch on line about a guy taking pictures of me, then riding off when I tried to talk to him. Very creepy, for a guy who has no idea he has a weird fame in a world where many looked at him as God... yet deadly enough and reviled by some that no one ever let on they knew who I was, which was the weird agreement made in Chicago... long story, just I asked for a normal life and they gave me one as much as possible. The guy who took the pictures, I probably said sometime about hurting him... just because I was pissed no one would explain what was going on... and then years later I hear he was physically harmed over this, which I would never have allowed.
I probably would have lost early if God had not been in charge, taking over in my ignorance.... the people I worked with tried to cover for me, which some believed if they lost they would die, or worse.. and there was worse... sexually slavery, which I was threatened with once, during a period when I was being beaten down, but when my rescuers arrived they took out that cynical fuck, and quite a few in the slave trade. Had to do the same thing in California, where a criminal group was selling movie stars, forcing them into sexual slavery... the fucking evil elite will do anything. It is amazing what they hide. The cops would do nothing, so I got the Scottish Rite to war with them, thank you JAY LENO for his help in that one.... we stopped the slavery, and if my orders were followed, killed the slave keepers and gave their property to their slaves... but all I was told was that they were free.
I tried to do good in that world, but the groups are usually both good and bad, and going after a few of them for a crime gets them all riled up. Breaking their unspoken law that the huge criminal circles who really run the planet leave each other alone... pretty much. I came along and got them all fighting, which worked out pretty good for me for awhile, the old divide and conquer, but I did it all by accident, or with the help of the people who were really running things, taking or ignoring what I sais with impunity... in the end, when I fell from power so to speak, for the third or fourth time... we were hard to defeat back then, and while they won battles, we did win the war for awhile... I was always kept hostage, by the blacks, in Chicago, so I missed most everything, which caused havoc.
It is very depressing for me to write about these matters. Makes the pain I feel most all the time worse. And it is pretty bad to start with. A person who is not sociopathic, pays a heavy price for the blood they shed... especially when they did not even mean to. When if only they had asked me I would have said, NO DO NOT DO THIS....
I cannot write a book about this. They would never allow me to get away with saying all I know, and I do not usually like to name names because people were deluded, and forced to do things... I STILL judge them, but right now I AM IN THE ACCEPTANCE phase, I think... I accept this is the world I am in but I DO NOT ACCEPT THAT I WILL LET IT KEEP GOING LIKE IT IS. Those are two very different matters. I do still have the backing of one of the most powerful players, making me untouchable... THEY have too much to lose shutting me up entirely, but I do not want to get people hurt, and they have done that before to punish me for something I did, and quite often it was a major over reaction.
They do that in the spy world. Take one thing I write and think it disallows everything I have ever written before. Like the Nazi thing... I am not a Nazi and do not even know much about them, other than evidently they sided with me, and did things I would not have allowed if I had a choice in the matter. Then suddenly I write one sentence and the Jews think I want them in gas camps. Lord, criticizing a few people who are a religion does mean that I want to offend everyone in the religion, and if I do than that is their problematic thinking, not me. I want to stop the genocide and redistribute wealth and power to as large amount of people as possible... my holding to soveign countries really threw the people who were trying to use me for a one world thing, but I knew other countries exploited different regions, and that it would only be worse with one leader, because they might do great evil with no checks and balances, including other countries.
Later on, though I was told pretty late in the game, I had an army of 260 million at one point, roaming the USA, a power no one could stop. Because of certain connections in the underworld, which are very important to successful revolutions, unfortunately, but the civilian casualties are far worse than merely ignoring crime for awhile, especially shit I think should be legal anyways, most of the time. Try telling people about this army and... I live a very normal life other than having no friends anymore, after having spies infilitrate my life for years, and having developed trust issues, to say the least, from finding out even my wife was part of the mission they wanted to use me for.
Operation Bluebeam NEEDS the Christ to lead a new religion that leads to a one world government. I found this an affront to God, when I realized some of what they were doing... I was chosen for all kinds of reasons, mostly my grandfather being the architect of the mission.
I knew nothing in the beginning though, ten years ago. I had never heard of operation bluebeam, I just thought they tried to brainwash me into this religions guy and I actually was the Christ, ironically placed in this position to destroy their evil plan, because only a Christ could resist the temptations offered me, and they certainly tempted me... with money, sex slaves, an ex girlfriend I still loved a bit, etc... it was horrifying. I think back now and see myself during the worst of it as a monster, screaming at the people who were bugging me, flipping out whoever was takin my words and using them for the hell of it... someone had taken my life and thrown me into this weird world of intelligence, trying to use tv and radio as well to convince people of these myths about me, and other ways... that are almost too much for me think about, spending all this time watching me in my everyday life, thinking I wanted an audience so bad that I would create a church to watch me...
When I hated every second of being watched. Listened to. I went along with it because it was happening and there was nothing I could do about it... I had to finally offend you so much of course, violent humans you are, you started shooting people over. This was ridiculous. God showing humans NEVER GIVE UP YOUR FREE WILL. I was fighting not to give my free will up to the cameras. That, like so much I did, backfired on me. I am glad now that the people I almost led into power did not win. I would not have wanted the government they planned.... this again, I learned only later.
I found out there was a race war, that people had been thinking the book I was writing on line was for now, and I did not realize as much, until finally they told me. This changed my thinkin one hundred percent, as well as finding out that all these people had been watching me... God, the humiliation that comes with that thought would crush me if I allowed myself to think about it for very long. I do not know if I will ever be able to accept what happened to me, let alone those who died.
I put the title up because that is the way the world works. There are sheep who are best left to graze, and keep from stampeding off... when a predator approaches, the shepherd fights it off without alerting the sheep... societies across the globe would fall apart if people acted on what I have written just on facebook, but people do not believe me. I get it. I was a sheep once, and it took a lot to convince me of what I know.
The Denial phase of my own death... the death of the person I had believed I was all those years. Then the anger phase came, and many senseless deaths resulted. I bitch on line about a guy taking pictures of me, then riding off when I tried to talk to him. Very creepy, for a guy who has no idea he has a weird fame in a world where many looked at him as God... yet deadly enough and reviled by some that no one ever let on they knew who I was, which was the weird agreement made in Chicago... long story, just I asked for a normal life and they gave me one as much as possible. The guy who took the pictures, I probably said sometime about hurting him... just because I was pissed no one would explain what was going on... and then years later I hear he was physically harmed over this, which I would never have allowed.
I probably would have lost early if God had not been in charge, taking over in my ignorance.... the people I worked with tried to cover for me, which some believed if they lost they would die, or worse.. and there was worse... sexually slavery, which I was threatened with once, during a period when I was being beaten down, but when my rescuers arrived they took out that cynical fuck, and quite a few in the slave trade. Had to do the same thing in California, where a criminal group was selling movie stars, forcing them into sexual slavery... the fucking evil elite will do anything. It is amazing what they hide. The cops would do nothing, so I got the Scottish Rite to war with them, thank you JAY LENO for his help in that one.... we stopped the slavery, and if my orders were followed, killed the slave keepers and gave their property to their slaves... but all I was told was that they were free.
I tried to do good in that world, but the groups are usually both good and bad, and going after a few of them for a crime gets them all riled up. Breaking their unspoken law that the huge criminal circles who really run the planet leave each other alone... pretty much. I came along and got them all fighting, which worked out pretty good for me for awhile, the old divide and conquer, but I did it all by accident, or with the help of the people who were really running things, taking or ignoring what I sais with impunity... in the end, when I fell from power so to speak, for the third or fourth time... we were hard to defeat back then, and while they won battles, we did win the war for awhile... I was always kept hostage, by the blacks, in Chicago, so I missed most everything, which caused havoc.
It is very depressing for me to write about these matters. Makes the pain I feel most all the time worse. And it is pretty bad to start with. A person who is not sociopathic, pays a heavy price for the blood they shed... especially when they did not even mean to. When if only they had asked me I would have said, NO DO NOT DO THIS....
I cannot write a book about this. They would never allow me to get away with saying all I know, and I do not usually like to name names because people were deluded, and forced to do things... I STILL judge them, but right now I AM IN THE ACCEPTANCE phase, I think... I accept this is the world I am in but I DO NOT ACCEPT THAT I WILL LET IT KEEP GOING LIKE IT IS. Those are two very different matters. I do still have the backing of one of the most powerful players, making me untouchable... THEY have too much to lose shutting me up entirely, but I do not want to get people hurt, and they have done that before to punish me for something I did, and quite often it was a major over reaction.
They do that in the spy world. Take one thing I write and think it disallows everything I have ever written before. Like the Nazi thing... I am not a Nazi and do not even know much about them, other than evidently they sided with me, and did things I would not have allowed if I had a choice in the matter. Then suddenly I write one sentence and the Jews think I want them in gas camps. Lord, criticizing a few people who are a religion does mean that I want to offend everyone in the religion, and if I do than that is their problematic thinking, not me. I want to stop the genocide and redistribute wealth and power to as large amount of people as possible... my holding to soveign countries really threw the people who were trying to use me for a one world thing, but I knew other countries exploited different regions, and that it would only be worse with one leader, because they might do great evil with no checks and balances, including other countries.
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