John Cusack Told Me, YOU HAVE TO SAY YOU ARE NOT A GOD, AT LEAST ON CAMERA
I did not know that hidden from me my words were getting people killed... as I wrote in the voice of a violent Jesus... that along with all the baggage of myths and wisdom in the bible, had created problems that were kept from me. But I felt inside like I could not say something I did not think was true, and the Jesus within me, which came after the brainwashing, was very much alive and screaming in pain at that point.... felt I had totally been screwed over... not realizing if I understood how bad others had it by those who pretended they knew what I wanted... I would not have said I am not Jesus, I sure as hell would have said that they should quit the shit they were doing. But I had no idea of the excesses my words had released, until it was way too late to stop.
I ignored him, though he had the best of intentions I had no clue why he wanted me to, what would have been to me a lie...
I WAS deeply into the knowledge of being this person involved in deeply spiritual work, throwing the old salt out of the bible, returning to my messages with ACTION, NOT JUST WORDS. The Catholic Church has shown ACTION NOT WORDS by simply keeping their fortune. This may help you politically to steer the world in manners I agree with in many ways, though our differences are irreconcilable. As with every religion that seduced me, like Judaism, where I remembered I was a prophet of a God who was brutal, war like, kept his people alive in the worst of times with promises of winning... which was better than thinking you were going to lose, both for the fight and your peace of mind.
I caused what I hope will be a temporary rift in our relationship but that was their perception, not my intent or anything... a stupid way of saying something I COULD HAVE SAID a million different ways. I had just had surgery and was frankly weak. I thought whoever will help me rebuild an army to defeat these elitists, who will leave the Jews alone, I have to work with. Their ideas are not all wrong and I admit that, on the Jews there are problems, and I know it. Just their stranglehold on the media has to be broken up, because this is what has helped along getting the masses to go along with supporting Israel.
There is another contingency that supports Israel, and those are soldiers who fought with them. They stopped a lot of shit in the middle east together, and did a lot of covert shit, covered for each other.... they have nukes in an area no one else does, an area we want to take over for the same predatory capitalism they always do... that indebts the country for being bombed, a tax left on the very people whose houses burned, sending them out in waves of refuges....
I ignored him, though he had the best of intentions I had no clue why he wanted me to, what would have been to me a lie...
I WAS deeply into the knowledge of being this person involved in deeply spiritual work, throwing the old salt out of the bible, returning to my messages with ACTION, NOT JUST WORDS. The Catholic Church has shown ACTION NOT WORDS by simply keeping their fortune. This may help you politically to steer the world in manners I agree with in many ways, though our differences are irreconcilable. As with every religion that seduced me, like Judaism, where I remembered I was a prophet of a God who was brutal, war like, kept his people alive in the worst of times with promises of winning... which was better than thinking you were going to lose, both for the fight and your peace of mind.
I caused what I hope will be a temporary rift in our relationship but that was their perception, not my intent or anything... a stupid way of saying something I COULD HAVE SAID a million different ways. I had just had surgery and was frankly weak. I thought whoever will help me rebuild an army to defeat these elitists, who will leave the Jews alone, I have to work with. Their ideas are not all wrong and I admit that, on the Jews there are problems, and I know it. Just their stranglehold on the media has to be broken up, because this is what has helped along getting the masses to go along with supporting Israel.
There is another contingency that supports Israel, and those are soldiers who fought with them. They stopped a lot of shit in the middle east together, and did a lot of covert shit, covered for each other.... they have nukes in an area no one else does, an area we want to take over for the same predatory capitalism they always do... that indebts the country for being bombed, a tax left on the very people whose houses burned, sending them out in waves of refuges....
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